Oppurtunity Favors the Bold

I don’t want to forget all the little things that happen and make me inexplicably happy to be...

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 00:53:56 -0500

I don’t want to forget all the little things that happen and make me inexplicably happy to be with you. When you hugged me hard and kissed me because you were so happy you got into your class. When you squeezed me tight and laughed and said I love you so effortlessly and naturally I couldn’t contain a smile. Whenever you reach for my hand to hold it. When you tell me I’m pretty. When you wake up me up to kisses. When you ask me to stay in the morning. When you say you loved spending all weekend with me. When I was upset with you and you said that you loved me. When I was upset and you rubbed the back of my neck and said I can’t be mad because you know I like that. When you say you miss me. When you walk through my doorway and kiss me before saying anything. When you make me watch my step. When you wrap your arms around my stomach from behind. All of these things and moments I don’t want to forget.

princasss: serene-air: exhele: dysphorism: princess-margaret:...

Wed, 28 Nov 2012 21:01:05 -0500

princasss:

serene-air:

exhele:

dysphorism:

princess-margaret:

yourblazesburn:

osteogenesis-imperfecta:

straightinatbella:

thatmissunderstoodkid:

frank-1e:

okleave:

reblog and make a wish

this is my second time reblogging and my first wish came true so

i have to

I reblogged this a week ago, my wish came true 2 days ago, hopefully my wish will come true this time

why not

i did this a few days ago and it also came true, i was freaked out like fuck

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

here goes nothing

well lets see

love this

i remember a few months ago, wishing that my crush would like me back on this post

and now he’s my bf

..WISHING AGAIN. YAY

woah the notes!

trying this hopefully it works lol

I love- - Your teeth - Your hands that fit nicely with mine, or at least I think so - Your laugh...

Tue, 27 Nov 2012 01:26:39 -0500

I love-

- Your teeth

- Your hands that fit nicely with mine, or at least I think so

- Your laugh when it’s a real one, because it’s carefree like a child’s

- That you’re oh so very confident (not to be confused with your cockiness)

- That you text me first

- Your long eyelashes & eyes (like everyone else, but I believe I love them differently)

- How inexplicably happy I become when you step through the doorway

- How incredibly attractive you look in a sweater and jeans

- How you wake up in the middle of the night and kiss me subconsciously

- How you look when you say “I don’t think you understand…”

- When you squeeze me hard and give me a kiss before you open your eyes

- When you rub the back of my neck like you did on one of our first walks

- When you make fun of me, then try to make up for it with little nice kisses

- Dat facial hair, doe

- That you make an effort to listen to all my useless stories

- When you tell me you missed me/will miss me

- When you kiss me long and hard before we even talk

- That you like to kiss my neck and bite my ear

- That you talk when we have sex (I actually like that a lot)

- Your stomach

- Your unexpected aggressive kisses

- Our walks

- How you look in snapbacks

- That you waited the longest time to kiss me

- When you kiss my forehead

- That I secretly hope you’ll never stop trying to kiss me in public, even though I say no

- That doing almost anything with you makes me happy

I hate being this involved. I made a point to not be this involved, because I knew this would...

Sun, 25 Nov 2012 01:28:09 -0500

I hate being this involved. I made a point to not be this involved, because I knew this would happen. I knew I knew I knew. I’m dumb I’m dumb I’m dumb. You never cared. ~~You tried.~~ I can’t say that because I can’t let you sound nice right now. I need to villainize you to the point that I don’t recognize my feelings any longer. My hearts in pieces for so many reasons, and you did not care to pick them up. A simple text would have sufficed, WHICH SOUNDS SO PATHETIC I CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S THE TRUTH. A text is all I need and it’s not there and I hate that I’m like this. So many times I listened to you because I cared, not because I had to. I wanted to know how you were feeling. I wanted inside your head. It clearly made you feel a little better to talk, so I was more then ready to listen. As soon as I needed you, just to listen because there was truly nothing you could do, you didn’t. You knew how much I was hurt, and simply left me to feel it fully. YOU could have made it better. YOU could have talked to me and just let me ramble until I talked myself out and didn’t have anymore stress. I just wanted to tell you. YOU could have help but that was too much. I’m sorry if this stressed you out. My life gets complicated because I’m an actual person, not just a face that listens and a body to use. My sincerest apologies.

Every love song makes my eyes well up.

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 15:15:58 -0500

Every love song makes my eyes well up.

I was upset, and you came from the cold night into my room and surprised and held me with your cold...

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 23:35:46 -0500

I was upset, and you came from the cold night into my room and surprised and held me with your cold hands and talked me out of my insecurities. You assured me that your feelings were true, and that you meant I love you. You gave me kisses that always now feel like home, and you stayed awake talking with me until early in the morning. We slept for only a few hours, but whenever we do I never really sleep. I just wait to wake up to you and for you to kiss me even before you can open your eyes for the day or speak. You squeeze me tight and then I break away to get ready for the day because I hate you seeing me without makeup on. I wake you up to go for breakfast and we both get dressed. Breakfast is a comfortable quiet where nobody has to actually speak, just make side comments and gather consciousness. We then get ready to go on the train and you’re still tired while of course I’m wide awake. Yet you’re still sweet and put your arm around me on the way there, and sneak small kisses which I could only do for you in public. We walk around a bright mall and talk, like our walks used to be when the weather was nicer. You smile, I laugh. We get back on the train, both of us in a sleepy stupor from the small sleep we had gotten before. You put your arm around me and I lean into you, holding your other free hand, your head leaned against mine. There is an elderly couple now, so I feel uncomfortable kissing you, so you just kiss my cheek hard, and I tell you stories, rambling on about nothing looking out the window while you sleepily listen. I rub your hand and you squeeze mine and I swear I’ve never been happier then this.

I’d miss you. I’m much better at being lonely.

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 13:50:38 -0500

I’d miss you. I’m much better at being lonely.

I finally find someone I really like, and I don’t find him attractive. He is absolutely...

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 20:48:49 -0400

I finally find someone I really like, and I don’t find him attractive. He is absolutely perfect in every other way, but that. And I’m a pathetically vain person. And this is a mean joke. And every attractive person I’ve met is no fun and doesn’t have my sense of humor and it’s bland and he’s just too good and talks with me all night about nothing and we stayed up all night and walked around minneapolis and he holds doors and he compliments me without making me uncomfortable and he’s incredibly funny. And here I am unsure. Ridiculous. This is life.

Did Venus Blow Your Mind?

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 20:45:42 -0400

Tell me, did you find yourself a shooting star, one without a permanent star, and did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

A list;

Mon, 24 Sep 2012 13:27:20 -0400

- A sense of humor similar to mine, aka thinks the stupidest shit is funny

- Smokes weed, don’t ask me why this is a requirement. No one knows

- Gets along with my family, self explanatory

- Wants to see me succeed in my own life and aspirations

- Listens to good music, but isn’t an ass about it

- Will rap lines of dirty songs with me

- Will curl up in my bed with me when it’s cold

- Will understand I’m extremely insecure, and knows how to handle that delicately

- Loves to celebrate holidays and birthdays as much as I do

- Wants to explore the world with me

- Likes to eat, and try new places

- Makes me feel protected

- Makes me feel safe when we go out

- Grabs my hips or hands briefly when we walk

- Likes to go on walks, especially at night

- Is proud to tell his friends he’s with me

- Truly finds me beautiful in every way the word could express it

- Opens doors, wants to pay, not that he will every time, walks me to the door

- Gives me his coat when it’s cold

- Makes me feel like a lady

- Is respectful and kind to strangers

- Is different then me in various ways and wants to introduce me to new things

- Will surprise me with random things, notes, letters, etc.

- Wants to go out, but also wants to just doze and watch movies while it’s cold out

- Wants to do cheesy shit like go sledding and carve pumpkins, and kiss me at midnight

- Dresses nicely

- Has a calming presence, because I have the exact opposite, anxious presence

- Nice hair

- Is intelligent

- Has nice forearms

- Says stupid witty things, and teases me

- Can integrate with my friends when we go out

- Stands up for me, but calls me out on my shit, too

- Is taller then me, meaning 6’ or above

- Texts me not to start a conversation, just random nothings that remind him of me, or that something funny happened, etc.

- Is my best friend

I can’t not cry when I hear Yellow or The Scientist.My heart crumbles.

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 21:19:23 -0400

I can’t not cry when I hear Yellow or The Scientist.
My heart crumbles.

I remember thinking that I would have fallen head over heels in love with someone, who would...

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 01:15:33 -0400

I remember thinking that I would have fallen head over heels in love with someone, who would equally reciprocate those feelings. I mean, I like to say that I know what I want in somebody, but truly I’m just ridiculous. I fall way too quickly, giving nobody a fair chance, and probably come on way too aggressively. I seriously don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I can honestly never really honestly see myself with somebody and both of us being happy. I really don’t think that will ever happen to me. Not in a funny forever alone way, when really you’ll be fine, I truly believe nobody will ever have the same feelings I have for them. It makes my heart hurt so intensely I can’t be in this state for too long. I honestly ache for something. I used to watch romantic movies happily, optimistically thinking about my future love, but now I can’t watch them. It hurts too much. I’m eighteen years old. My teenage love romance tryst time is running out, and it’s never happened. EVERYBODY ELSE FINDS SOMEBODY SO EASILY. I don’t know what I can do. I’ll never be one of those girls who have guys pining for them. It’ll just never happen. ;aslidhf;adhg I can’t. I found somebody I kind of talked to and automatically get my hopes up, and I’m pretty confident he thinks I’m gross. As everybody else that’s not an old man thinks. skfjsdf;ldksjf;asdfj I want something greater then myself.

Is it weird that I want somebody slightly aggressive and classicly masculine? I want him to be...

Fri, 27 Jul 2012 05:58:11 -0400

Is it weird that I want somebody slightly aggressive and classicly masculine? I want him to be protective, if somebody insults me, he’s pissed, just not overly to the point of craziness, but enough so I feel idk, safe. Somebody who will just grab me and kiss the shit out if me whenever, and not beat around the bush or have to ask if it’s okay. I want him to be extremely rough when we become intimate, because he’s confident enough to be. I want him to open doors, pull out chairs, wait at the bottom of the stairs, insist on paying, give me his jacket, grab my hips and take me closer, pull my hair kinda guy. Is that too much to ask?

I just want a love that surrounds me, engulfs me under it’s waves so that I don’t have...

Thu, 12 Jul 2012 00:51:00 -0400

I just want a love that surrounds me, engulfs me under it’s waves so that I don’t have to over think, but instead merely survive off loving that one other being. I want a love that is so passionate merely brushing by me makes every hair on my body electrify. I want a rough, treterous ride, not a smooth sailing. I only want to feel safe when we do the most tantalizing acts. I want you to pour over me until I can no longer bear it. I want a love so tangled I will never be able to remove myself. I want a love.

It must be wonderful to get ready for somebody. Thinking ‘they would like this on me’...

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 22:47:54 -0500

It must be wonderful to get ready for somebody. Thinking ‘they would like this on me’ or, ‘they said I looked good in this’. It also must be wonderful to always have a content feeling in your heart that no matter what, somebody will be happy to see you over anybody else. To have a spot on their chest that feels empty when your head isn’t there to rest on it. To have somebody to bring everywhere that you know everyone will love and get along with. To have somebody that’ll always call and text you, just because they thought of you. It must be wonderful to have someone.

Resolutions

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 23:23:57 -0500

-find true friends -travel -get a good job -become a better public speaker -try foods I would normally never try -start feeding my body, not my mind’s every desire -enjoy the outdoors more -lose myself a little bit -swim more often this summer -be genuinely kind to everyone

ivonnempeace: IF ONLY.

Wed, 12 Oct 2011 19:41:59 -0400

ivonnempeace:

IF ONLY.

This is your life. Don’t take that statement too lightly, because I said it’s your...

Tue, 11 Oct 2011 23:50:24 -0400

This is your life. Don’t take that statement too lightly, because I said it’s your fucking life. Life is thrown around too much. Do people know how precious everyday is? When your older, you are going to wish you did everything you had the oppurtunity to. Fuck television, fuck being bored. I’ve honestly just had an epiphany. Life I’d said to be valued in our society, but is taken too lightly. Excuse me for saying that I’m going to squeeze every oppurtunity and experience out of my time, I refuse to settle and live with regret. To feel too much, or be too passionate, I believe that’s when life will really hit you.

Photo

Sat, 08 Oct 2011 23:38:53 -0400

did you know?: Anti-Rape Condom: The Rape-Axe

Tue, 04 Oct 2011 23:24:26 -0400

did you know?: Anti-Rape Condom: The Rape-Axe:

did-you-kno:

The device, known as The Rape-Axe, is a latex sheath embedded with shafts of sharp, inward-facing microscopic barbs that would be worn by a woman in her vagina like a tampon. If an attacker were to attempt vaginal rape, their penis would enter the latex sheath and be snagged by the barbs,…